Monday, February 28, 2011

"Oh I'm calculating, yes I'm sick of waiting..."

I'm in a very Spill Canvas-y mood tonight. Have been all day, really. I'm not sure why. Just one of those days I guess. I am kind of pumped, as dumb as it sounds, I figured out today that I can import my music files from Zune to my Xbox 360 through the wireless. Small, but I was excited.

I need to pause for just a second to express my disgust over the godawful ketchup glaze that people insist on slathering their meatloaf in. I love meatloaf. I hate, hate, HATE ketchup. Except on corndogs and hotdogs. Those are acceptable.

Okay. Expression of disgust, check. We can move on now. The last time I blogged, nearly a week ago, I was really frustrated with things. There was a situation going on that I wasn't too happy with. As far as I know, it has since smoothed out. I'm really hoping that it works itself out, anyway. Because you know I've always got to do things the hard way, haha. But it seems like things are okay.

My brain isn't really here right now. Between being tired and anxious for 7AM to roll around, I'm all over the place. But Andy's going to come over and see me for a little while before I have to go to school. Which is sweet of him, duh, because he's working all night and then coming here instead of going home and to sleep.

Today was a really good day though. I got to go see my family for awhile and spend time with my beebees (Jake and Izzy, duh). Jake puked on me, but I'll forgive him haha. After that I met Andy for an early dinner/WalMart run. =] I'm always glad when I can squeeze in a little time to see him. Then I came home and opted to be productive. Clean sheets, clean clothes, clean (and dust-free!) room. I feel better about my life when I don't come home to a disaster at night.

That goes back to the whole thing where I love being organized and prepared for my day/week, but never manage to be prepared because I'm too lazy and busy. But at least most of it is done now, that way my evenings this week are free for other things. Well, I'll have to finish my laundry tomorrow. Because I'm tired, and its storming, and I am just so not going into the dark, creepy basement at 2 in the morning. That just screams bad horror movie.

I have to say, the last month or so, I've been just kind of bumping along. No big highs or lows I guess. Just doing what I need to do. School, work, sleep. I wasn't unhappy by any means, I just didn't have anything particularly exciting going on.

The last two weeks though, have been totally different. Ever since that door got blown off the hinges (I so enjoy using that metaphor, I'm not entirely sure why) it's been different. By the way, the exploding door was Andy kissing me. Or me kissing him, however you prefer to argue it. I know he'll read this and have something smart to say, he always does. Which is one of the things I enjoy about him. Anyway, since then, things have just been different. Good different, of course. I'm really enjoying whatever it is that he and I have going on here.

Another random thought: I was on my way to Monaca to meet Andy tonight, and I tried to go the back way from home (had to stop home and change out of the shirt that Jake decided to "scuse" on). Somehow, I managed to screw myself up and ended up in Freedom. I was supposed to come out in Rochester by the Sheetz. It could have been worse, I could have ended up somewhere completely ridiculous. But still. I've lived in this area my entire life and I still managed to get lost. Haha.

Well, its time for me to wrap this up. I need to get some sleep, he's coming over in the morning and then I have class from 11 to 8:30. Blah. I'll be happy in 5 hours. I'll be happier in like 40 hours. And dammit, this song is stuck in my head!

Alright, that's it, I've had enough, I'm on my way to you
It's nauseating and I'm sick of waiting
For all these pointless calls to go through

But no, I'm not a skeptic anymore

At last I see what all of this ridiculous hard work is for
The moisture in the air is begging for release
And the memory of your stare is raining down on me

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