I'm not ready for my Day 4 yet. I can't decide where to go with that. My brain is all over the place today due to lack of sleep and all the stuff going on in my life. So I'm just going to let some of it out on here I guess.
School is driving me crazy. I'm so over this BS. When I took my sabbatical, I got used to strictly being a working girl. I worked full time, paid my bills, and did whatever I felt like afterward. I didn't have to worry about coming home and pulling an all-nighter to study or write a paper or scrambling to finish an assignment I forgot. I enjoy using my brain for more than slinging sandwiches and beer, don't get me wrong. But I would enjoy it more if it didn't require quite so much of my time.
On top of that, I'm ready to get on with my life. I want the "big girl" job that is more than just serving. I want to establish myself in the world and all of that stuff. Get my own apartment. Not that I don't love living with Sarah, because I really do. But I'm the kind of person who needs a fair amount of alone time, which can occasionally be hard to come by. On the flip side of that though, I do enjoy having someone to talk to when I get home and give me second opinions on outfits, etc.
But at any rate, I'll be really happy when December rolls around. I will be taking myself on vacation after graduation, that's for damn sure. Somewhere warm and beachy. Ohhh the beach. I may need to switch from watching RvB to listen to some Jimmy Buffett and think about beaches and warm weather and sunshine and margaritas.
There isn't much else going on that's super-exciting right now. I go to work, I go to school, I watch the Food Network, sometimes I sleep, and I hang out with Andy.
That's pretty much my week right there. Not that I'm complaining, except about the school part, but I've already done that once and I hate being redundant.
There is one other thing. And I'm going to be a bit vague, because I'm not entirely sure what to do with this one yet. Remember the hallway with all the doors from my last post? Well, I blew one of them right off the damn hinges, and I nailed a couple of them shut. The one that got blown off its hinges... well, it was a surprise. I'm still feeling that whole scenario out, so we'll see. But needless to say, it's occupied quite a few of my thoughts lately.
Stay tuned, hopefully I won't wait so long to post again.
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