Disgusted.

I don't really know what to title this yet. I'm so disgusted and disappointed in the world today.

The back story here is this: I met a guy the other day and we hit it off pretty quick. We exchanged numbers and kept talking. I met him for a drink last night after I got done working. It was the first time we went "out" for lack of a better term. Not a date, just meeting up to talk and get to know each other better.

At least that's what I thought.

Everything was going well until we decided to call it a night. Or at least I did. I was ready to go home, but he apparently had other plans. He invited me to his house, and I declined. I'm not stupid, I pretty much figured out at that point that he was only after one thing. More than just asking me over, he made it blatantly clear what he wanted. And that genuinely pissed me off.

I mean, call me old fashioned or whatever, but what happened to getting to know someone? What happened to meaningful relationships that aren't just about sex? I am so utterly pissed off and disgusted because he sat there and talked to me about books and TV and different things and at the end of the day none of it mattered. He just wanted to get in my pants.

Which clearly did not happen, nor is it going to. Dude lost his chance before he even had one, at least on my end. I hadn't thought any further into things than the fact that he seemed nice, fun, and attractive.

So that's over before it even really got started. And I know I need to shrug it off and chalk it up to an idiotic asshole who doesn't know what he just lost a chance at. But I'm so disgusted over this. Ugh. Someone please restore my faith in humanity?